Well, the fair is over.
I'm sad that it is because there are so many people there that I won't see again. When we were leaving, I saw a friend from my math class and I realized that I probably won't see her again. Now that I'm starting school, I won't see a lot of people anymore...
Then today I babysat the Lewis' and it was really awesome. They are all so wonderful. It's sad because I know that I won't be able to hang out with them as much as I used to anymore..which almost made me cry. ;(
But I'm looking forward to what's ahead. I know that as I move forward, I can never take everything with me. Wherever I go and whatever changes, I won't always have the same people around me all the time and same settings. But I can have memories in my heart and joy that all the good times give me.
I'll miss homeschooling for sure. I won't have as much free time and it'll be busier, but I'm ready for a new challenge in my life.
Swim team starts tomorrow morning. That's exciting, but it's also craziness that it's already here. It seems like yesterday I was telling myself "don't be worried about it, it's still 5 months away". But it's a real blessing that God has taken a lot of fear in my heart and turned it into excitement.
And it helps to remember that he's coming with me. I'll never have to swim even one lap by myself or take one step down that hallway on my own. That makes me happy.
I'm sad that it is because there are so many people there that I won't see again. When we were leaving, I saw a friend from my math class and I realized that I probably won't see her again. Now that I'm starting school, I won't see a lot of people anymore...
Then today I babysat the Lewis' and it was really awesome. They are all so wonderful. It's sad because I know that I won't be able to hang out with them as much as I used to anymore..which almost made me cry. ;(
But I'm looking forward to what's ahead. I know that as I move forward, I can never take everything with me. Wherever I go and whatever changes, I won't always have the same people around me all the time and same settings. But I can have memories in my heart and joy that all the good times give me.
I'll miss homeschooling for sure. I won't have as much free time and it'll be busier, but I'm ready for a new challenge in my life.
Swim team starts tomorrow morning. That's exciting, but it's also craziness that it's already here. It seems like yesterday I was telling myself "don't be worried about it, it's still 5 months away". But it's a real blessing that God has taken a lot of fear in my heart and turned it into excitement.
And it helps to remember that he's coming with me. I'll never have to swim even one lap by myself or take one step down that hallway on my own. That makes me happy.
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